No. 161: a Dildo in a Chastity Belt

The sunlit spot in the garden is bathed in such gentle light that it feels like the end of winter. I crouched down quietly and laid out my toys today. I rolled them with my fingertips, stacked them, and rearranged them. I moved my hands without any particular purpose. This time, when I am “I” rather than “me,” is very quiet and very free. A breeze blows by, and one of the toys rolls away. I find myself feeling a strange tenderness toward my own fingertips as I pick it up. Playing really does untie the knots in my heart like this, doesn’t it? In my own garden, where I don’t have to worry about anyone watching. Today, I’ll just play as I please, being myself. The toys taught me something: there are no rules when it comes to having fun. #PlayingInTheGarden #Toys #CrossDresser #Afternoon #TimeToBeMyself