Mind Over Penis: Practicing Edging Hands-free, with a Ruined Orgasm at the End

Trying to edge hands-free a few times, but stopped before cumming. At the end it was kind of like a ruined orgasm. I stopped before orgasming, but as the cum spilled out, I felt some sexual energy leave my body, lol, and I felt kind of like I had came afterwards. I absolutely love riding the edge hands-free like this. No toy or anything, just thinking and a little flexing here and there.