First Day Back at Gym in Two Weeks

First day back at gym in two weeks. Feeling super fat after Christmas. Think I’m done with this bulking up thing I was trying so hard for this year. Gone up from 110kg (242lbs) to 117kg (258lbs). Although I’ve enjoyed trying to see how I carry it. By next summer I’m going back to my usual leaner look. I try not to put too much pressure about my body on myself so I don’t feel outside influences tell me what to do, I’m rather resolute about it.